Homecoming

Sometimes I just need to remind myself (see last post).

The moment has come, it came actually a few days ago, when my return can officially be considered imminent. I was handed an envelope. It was clearly addressed to me from the higher-ups at the head office. It said one thing "It's over". That's not altogether accurate but that is what it meant. It's over. Some things are hard to believe, harder to stomache. This is one of those things. Yet the reverse is also true this envelope could be the glass of cold water at noon in the desert. In some ways I want it to be the former I want to be sad to go but...then I realise I'm exhausted. In my conflict to sort out what I want to feel from what I do feel I've come to feel apathetic towards the entire affair. Approaching it much like a lot of things these days. It will happen so be it. We'll see what the result is.

For those of you who are interested:
Westjet Flt 12
Kelowna-Edmonton
Depart- 10:25am Arrive- 12:30pm